Infinity x beyond

2011-07-10T13:56:00.001+08:00

I've decided to move on.

NEW BLOG

I'M USING TUMBLR TO BLOG NOW!

HTTP://TYPEWITHLOVE.TUMBLR.COM

follow me there, xoxo

2011-07-02T01:21:00.002+08:00

Hey you remember about me saying that i'll be back updating again and again? Yes i know my blog is quite dead alrdy... viewership also dropped like so much! anyways, how's everyone's june holidays? :) I just realised i did nothing thru out the holidays? I just went out with the girls, did my usual stuffs, lepak at home, daydream.... shopping.... nothing much. 2011 has been quite bad on me. It's alrdy start of july, i am left with about 4 more months to go. Let me get out of the school I hated the most, let me let go of everything in the school that I should.

Well, end of my june holidays, i went USS with the boy and his families. I wasn't in the right mood that day though, hence the little pictures. But i had fun with them! :)

Ok it is also that I'm super duper lazy to upload..... Yay i've finally changed the site. I'll changed it again and again... so ugly and empty huh? My blogging skills kinda sucked alrdy.

I've been updating on my tumblr quite often... when i'm feeling down, worried, when my world crashed on me. tumblr will be the first one i goes to.

http://typewithlove.tumblr.com :)
I named this name like few years back, it's all because, I feel that i could type everything out with different kind of love, like different kind of feel. Ok something that i wouldn't usually name my site.

Oh yes, did i mention! Lastbusride has launched their collection 22 :)

HERE YOU GO,
BLAZERS, WEDGES, CLUTCHES, HIGHWAISTED SHORTS, RIPPED SHORTS, DENIM SHORTS, LEOPARD PRINTZZZZZ, DRESSES, AND MANY MORE!

HTTP://LASTBUSRIDE.LIVEJOURNAL.COM :)

WE HAVE INSTOCKS OF RINGS TOO, FROM $6 ONWARDS! DO SUPPORT, TAKE A LOOK, 60 OVER DESIGNS!

Ok i've been upset for the whole night, couldn't believe that i could be blogging. haha.
i'm feeling so much better, i made a decision thru google today. if i wouldn't googled it, i wouldn't be here, feeling calm, steady, and chill.

alright i've to turn in now! Night world, night blogger.

x
Regina

2011-06-10T15:34:00.001+08:00

I feel like i don't know anyone, like i dont know how to. I feel like a nobody, i feel like everything all around it's all lies. Why?

NEW LIFE NEW START

2011-06-03T02:49:00.003+08:00

Hey are you shocked to see me here again? I told you i'll come back and blog again! Hehe actually i came back because i saw my nuffnang.. there's actually still readers coming here to read my blog. Really sorry to disappoint you... cause i was really really having nothing to talk about in my life at that period of time.

but after that.. there's damn hell lots of things that happened. things broke down, things fall apart, everything changes. but in the end, it's what ended matters than how it started huh.

well i learnt to give in, i learn to forget, i learn to learn from the mistakes that i've made. it's a good fall actually, i should have learn to be more careful.

oh well, let me talk about things that happened recently!

My class recently planned a class dinner... and the plan by mr chia actually failed. it's only like half of the class went for it only. but it's okie well we had fun in the end still. :)

Then few weeks before, I went sentosa on a lonely date with my dear krystle, to somehow celebrate her 16th birthday, in a peaceful manner. We'd a great time talking, having a small picnic near the beach. Hehe :) And i only uploaded a few photos, the rest are on facebook!

http://facebook.com/reginapek!!! hehe.

and yes btw!! lastbusride is having a ring spree, IT'S REALLY A STEAL.

From $6,

There's knuckle rings,

connector rings,

pamela love cage inspired ring,

owl ring,

snake ring,

and many more!

http://lastbusride.livejournal.com/19949.html#cutid1

DO SUPPORT K!

and also, this saturday, 4th June 2011,

LASTBUSRIDE WILL BE AT THE SATURDAY FLEA!

WE'LL BE SELLING EXCLUSIVE ITEMS,

AND ALSO BRINGING ALONG 30+ APPARELS SELLING AT $5!!!

DO COME DOWN AND SUPPORT US :)

Alright, I shall turn in now.. I've to wake up at 7.30am later... I've classes at 8.

This is my schedule for my holidays...

DONT WORRY I'LL BE BACK WITH MORE UPDATES!

xoxo,

REGINA

2011-04-22T01:37:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone i think I should close down this blog someday. Haha I've been backdating about a lot of things in my life perhaps? :) And guess what, it's been like a week since i'm not using the laptop. I've been replying mails via my phone and hence..... I haven't been surfing the net and etc.. I dont even log on to facebook to check anything unless i receive a notification. Haha.... I sounded like an old grandma.

Oh wells, just to let you girls know, LASTBUSRIDE WILL BE AT THE SCAPE FLEA FROM 1-8PM THIS SATURDAY, 23RD APRIL 2011! (I supposed if someone will pass by this blog and read this...) HAHAHA.

We'll be there selling many exclusive items! :) THIS TIME ROUND EVEN RINGS!

And also, do support http://lastbusride.livejournal.com!

It's Good friday, enjoy your long weekends
x

2011-03-28T20:13:00.002+08:00

Life hit me real hard. It's painful it's hurtful when you feel lost in your own forest. There's no one to seek help from, no one will be there to spoon feed you all the way till you started growing. I grew and I fell. I wasn't able to catch myself from this huge fall. It hurts when i realised everything is changing from that day when I did a mistake. I took 2011 from jan till now as a dream. I thought everything was so unreal, until today. I opened up my eyes. Everything feels so real.

I feel so weak right now. Vulnerable. Should i start giving up? Or should i just continue...

or should i.... just do my best and try my best? after all, it's my fault.

2011-02-22T22:13:00.002+08:00

Hi world, I'm back in space in action again! February is so happening. There's a chinese new year, a v day, and for me, my babyboy's birthday too. Heh hehz :) On v day, we had a simple date. We went out like kids again! We went to the arcade, we went to take neoprints. Hahaha it's so hilarious but it brings memories back to us. Back then, we were just two young teenager growing up. Now we've learnt a lot about life. What is true, and what is not. what is real, and what's the fact the truth about this world. Oh well i shall change topic..... And then on saturday, me and my girls went for flb flea as usual!!!! the crowd was alright. i was there from 1-9 without any sleep. and then we went town and left town early...... i went over and gave the boy a surprise at 11pm. heh heh :) Ok la his mum said it wasnt any big surprise cause it's been so normal for me to walk in and out of their house already hahaha! the next day..... we went for a short date. it's his birthday and our monthsary....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR BOY, AND HAPPY 2 YEARS AND 2 MONTHS :)

We kept things really simple now. Even for dates.. Haha just a simple one makes both of us happy. It's about the company, really. Not about the money you paid for... not about anything else. But both to be happy. :') He made me learnt about so many things sometimes. Hahaha. Ok back to week days....

I'm having my common test and then i'm seriously not studying much at all. I am slacking far too much.. seriously i can die. How i wish friday is coming again and again and again. I really love the weekends. Weekdays is such a torture.

Oh well, LASTBUSRIDE IS HAVING A TOMS PREORDER!

TOMS PREORDER!

http://lastbusride.livejournal.com/16191.html#cutid1

I've actually extended the preorder now.. it's closing on the 23rd feb 2011,

3.30pm. Specially for twitter fans, ironyrockstar readers, and lastbusride mailing list! ^^

Don't worry people,if you have missed this,

second batch will be up soon! ^^

Oh well, good night and have a great day! I'll be blogging again soon.

Meow.

CNY 2011

2011-02-06T22:40:00.002+08:00

Hey guys i'm late, so sorry! Happy chinese new year btw :) Our holidays just ended and school's starting tomorrow. Sucks to be waking up at 6 again in the morning. Oh well, my cny is pretty boring. But I did quite a number of visiting from my own family, both paternal and maternal, and also baby's family too. Ended up feeling closer with my family again, and my cousins too. But I didn't get to see my grandpa. Oh well, i did gambled a lil this year. Hahaha i'm some anti poker anti gambling person. Haha anyway how's everyone's cny? :)

I wanna just get over every 5 week days, and enjoy my saturday and sunday. It's so tiring but oh wells, no giving up, no skipping school, no skipping classes. I'll be a good girl yeah? :) hahaha.
Just wanna let everyone know, lastbusride will be updating very very soon with preorder coming up :) Feb 2011 you'll get to see many different kind of items coming up! ^^

AND ALSO!

HOOKED ON FLEA
12TH, 19TH, 26TH MARCH 2011
HEADS DOWN TO ORCHARD ROAD, AT T.A.B. OPPOSITE FORUM!

Wanna clear your first hand/preloved items? :)
Wanna shop for new clothes, vintage thifted items?
Wanna gain more database for your own blogshop?

COME AND JOIN US NOW!
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Event page:

http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=148650041859306

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EVENT DETAILS

Location: TAB (442 Orchard Road, #02-29 Orchard Hotel, Singapore 238879)
Time: 12pm – 6pm
Date: 12th, 19th, 26th March 2011 (all Saturdays)

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REGISTRATION FOR VENDORS

Price:

(a) Table section
$60 for 1 day
$112 for 2 days
$155 for 3 days

(b) Sofa section
$120 for 1 day
$230 for 2 days
$330 for 3 days

*Members get 10% off the price

Email: regina@freemansland.com with the following details:

-Subject: March 2011 at TAB -

Name:
E-mail:
Contact no:
No.of stall:
Dates:
Blog/Shop Url:

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ADVERTISING AND PROMOTIONS

• Circulation of 5000 A5 size flyers in town
• Advertisement on all related advertising and promotion outlet
• EDM blast and 25,000 Facebook Invites
• Re-tweeting on twitter to 10,000 people
• SMS blast of 1,500 people
• Banner advertisements at our websites and bloggers
• 2 Pax 2 group onground street team to usher and promote the event for
the entire duration of the event

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LOGISTICS PROVIDED

Table

1) First 30 people who register will get:

• 1 x 4 feet by 2 feet table
• 1 x 4 feet by 4 feet of space
• 1 x rack SPACE (SPACE only, we wont provide the rack)
• 2 chairs

2) The remaining people who register will get:

• 1 x 1.5 feet by 1.5 feet table
• 1 x 4 feet by 4 feet of space
• 1 x rack SPACE (SPACE only, we wont provide the rack)
• 2 chairs

Sofa

• Vendors can bring up to 3 tables
• Size of table within 3 feet x 3 feet ( 9 sqf )
• Able to bring up to 2 racks
• 2 x rack SPACE (SPACE only, we wont provide the rack)

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DIRECTION:

TAB is located just a 5 minutes walk away from Orchard MRT Station. It wouldn’t be hard to know where is Orchard Hotel with today’s technology in the palm of our hands.

1)At WHEELOCK, face FORUM and walk all the way straight
2)Once you reach FORUM, cross the road
3)Make a turn left once you crossed the road and walk straight for 2 Minutes
4)You REACHED TAB! The entrance of TAB is at the FIRST street level

BUS SERVICE:

A bus stop is located just beyond our entrance. It’s named B20. We’re pretty sure that there’s a bus which can take you to where you want to. The following bus services ply that road: 7, 36, 77, 105, 106, 111, 123, 132, 174, 174e, 502, 502A & NR8.

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PARKING:

At the heart of town, TAB is surrounded by fine establishments which have ample parking till late.

The following buildings have parking spaces:
Orchard Hotel, Delfi Orchard, Orchard Towers, Palais Renaissance, Orchard Parade Hotel, Forum Galleria, Tanglin Shopping Centre, Hilton Hotel.

A point to note: Parking at Delfi Orchard is only available till midnight, after which cars will be wheel clamped

Visit us at: http://freemansland.com/events.html for more information

Alright, I am going off now! Will blog again with all the photos.
Sorry to be late updating this blog!

X O X O

2011-01-31T03:02:00.000+08:00

Things are just so different now. I'm lost in a path like this waiting for your hand to stretch out towards me and hold me.

2011-01-11T20:25:00.002+08:00

Hi i shall blog again.. school life in 2011 is slightly better. environment is better in a way to study too. But then, the teachers and the school changed kinda alot. And everyday there's a freaking hell attire check. I was wasting idk how many hours of my time in school being caught and not able to attend lessons till recess. It's kinda sad that most of my favourite teachers left the school alrdy. Haiii. Anyway last week, went out with the boy and caught many shows! The tourist, ghost must be crazy. Suddenly i realised that time flies really fast, to think about this is the 4th year in my secondary life.. time just fly pass like this. We learnt a lot, times when people tries to destroy us, break us apart. And times when we feel the love from people, the concern from people. It's so different now, the things in school. But i thank everyone for giving me great memories in the past.

Ok whatever am I talking. I seriously don't know what to blog about!

Need some suggestions right now!!

READERS, WOULD YOU GUYS LOVE TO SEE CNY COLLECTION ON LBR? :)
Stocks will be able to collect in 2-3 days time! So everyone is able to get it before that.
DO TELL ME ON MY FORMSPRING K! :)

AND ANYWAY, I'LL BE SELLING THIS!

ohsofickle/gonelikemagic knitted floral maxi!
Inclusive of both inner and outer piece.

$17 mailed!

Ok shall blog again!

*flying kisses, :)*

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2011-01-02T02:39:00.004+08:00

Hi it's 2011, finally. 2010.. I'd a hell out of that. It wasn't a pleasant year for me, I'm really glad for people who stayed thru 2010-2011 with me. I love you people like always and forever alright. There's many new things that i've learnt in 2010, I've learnt to be much more stronger, learnt to be my own support when someone tries to destory me. I've learnt many new things about life. Life is not just about a routine, but life is about learning how to love someone, learning how to care, learning how to be better, learning how to be even better at your best. 2010 had made me to look at things at a different point of view.. I don't look at things just by it's cover anymore. I'd learnt to feel it, learnt to touch it. 2011, let it be a better year. Let the past be the in the past, just gonna leave them behind. And it's gonna be a brand new start.

Thanks for walking 2010 with me, and starting 2011 with me too. I love you so much babyboy, you're the most special gift that god gave to me. God gave me you, to be the one who holds me, to lead me down the right path. God gave me you, to influence me. To be the right one not the wrong one. God gave me you, to be the one who make me feel all the love. God gave you me, to be the one who make sandwiches in the morning for you :) Haha. I l o v e y o u s o m u c h b a b y c a s p e r. The love of my life :)

I wanna be at my best in 2011. I'll. I wanna excel well. I wanna do well in everything. I wanna learn many new things. I want. And I'll. I'll show the world, actually, I'm something different than what you think about me. I'll do you guys proud, mom and dad. And people who have been always there for me.

X O X O

LASTBUSRIDE SPREE #01

2010-12-23T01:44:00.002+08:00

Hi people i'm back again! Sorry I'm leaving this space dead for a while again. Yes i had another fringe lift again, i'm back to bangs. A lil bored so went for a hair cut for fun. Well, december have been really.. er.. Idk? I've wasted far too much time on this on that. And i haven't started out what I should do and stuffs. 2011 is so fucking near, can time plz fly fucking slowly. It's irritating!! I've not been working much also, just wasting my life like this away everyday~ Anyway, I'll be doing a massive collection for LBR SOON! And actually we just opened up a preorder,

can get this two rings at $15 each?

ALL THIS KIND OF WEDGES? :)

Get to see,

JEFFREY CAMPBELL INSPIRED STUDDED WEDGE
CROSS CONNECTOR RING
KNUCKLE RING
ACENE WEDGE
LEOPARD WEDGE
FRINGE BAGS
FOX TAIL
AND MORE

HEAD DOWN TO LASTBUSRIDE.LIVEJOURNAL.COM

http://lastbusride.livejournal.com/14660.html#cutid1

I've actually exclusively self picked this 21 items to be on this preorder :)
Heh heh do support us k ^^
And quite a number of items are exclusive to us only :)

MINI INSTAX CHOCO AND WHITE PREORDER

2010-12-16T02:49:00.003+08:00

FUJIFILM INSTAX CAMERA MINI 7S
CHOCOLATE OR WHITE

LIMITED EDITION

NOW AT $135 PER SET!

SPECIAL PROMOTION:$150 WITH 2 PACK OF FILMS

RETAILING AT $150+ JUST A SET OUTSIDE!

Features:

-Operation is easy -- simply check the LED exposure indicator and press the shutter, a beautiful credit card-size instant color photo is ready in minutes -- sharp and clear!
- Flashes automatically at all times
* Focusing from 60cm to ~
* Operates with FUJIFILM (instax mini) film only.

The box contains the following:

*Fuji Instant camera mini 7S x 1
*Strap x 1
*1.5V Alkaline Batteries(LR6/AA-size) x 4
*Instruction manual x 1(English)

We'll do a 1 to 1 exchange for the camera if there's defects with the supplier in 7 days.

CAPPING AT 3 SETS ONLY!
will receive it in lastest a weeks' time.

Sample Photo from camera:

ANY ENQUIRIES/ORDERS,

EMAIL US @ HEYSMOOCHIES@GMAIL.COM

PLEASE NOTE THAT TITLE PLEASE PUT:FUJIFILM INSTAX CAMERA
Copy the form below and send it to us!

Name:
Contact number:
Email:
Address:
Item:
Colour:

With/without films:
Total cost:

WE'LL BE HAVING A MASS MEETUP JUST FOR THIS COLLECTION OF THE CAMERAS!

THANKS!

2010-12-14T00:32:00.004+08:00

HI people im back here again! Okie this is what I did on my actual birthday, it's just a small celebration though! Had another belated one with my breastfriend like 3 days ago! She gave me like 15 helium balloons and she travelled from the west to the north by cab just to hand me that! Haha :) Okie I'm finally 15, I know i'm blogging at a very slow speed. I'm so tied up by work and so drained up!! I finally got my freedom this week, I'm gonna enjoy to the maximum k. I'm going shopping.. I'm far too broke now. Waiting for all my pay to come. It's so slow like forever the same. X'MAS IS COMING! What are you guys gonna do for x'mas? I've totally no plans yet! Only for alissa's party i guess? :) Heh hehz. I can't wait for many up coming events!!!

Okie anyway! LASTBUSRIDE HAVE LAUNCHED IT'S C15 ALRDY! DO SUPPORT OKIE :)

COLLECTION 15 LAUNCHED
Get to see exclusively imported items by lastbusride!
http://lastbusride.livejournal.com/14235.html#cutid1
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Okie shall go off now! Shall blog again soon! :)

xxx

R e g i n a

2010-11-26T01:20:00.002+08:00

"I felt so drained for not resting thru out a week. I'm so tired and exhausted. I'm dying halfway. I know i'm again back here, and not updating. I've not been going out hanging out, i'm all busy with work, with that boy, with this junk and that nonsense. I need to get some life. Thank god i'll be leaving singapore during december. Fuck yeah happy is me. Finally gonna be exposed to a different atmosphere, this life is sick over here. Tomorrow is gonna be my off day, finally taking a break. Anyway, 2 weeks ago did flb flea with my girls, it was really great. Wanna thank everyone who came down and support ;) And also, on the 23th.. I went out with the boy. We went to ice-skate, for the first time after being together for 23 months. Ha aftermath rushed all the way to Resort World for a performance there with my family.
After all for now, November is ending already. 2011 is nearing. I should start fearing now."

Ok will update this blog regularly. I'm fucking lazy though. Nights to cyberworld. *hugs*

23th ♥

2010-11-21T01:52:00.002+08:00

Hi to my sweetest and cutest boy, happy 23th monthsary. Time flies so fast, and I realised next month is gna be our 2nd year already. I would say, you're someone that I grew up with, someone that actually stands a really important role in my life, you're that someone that is able to make a smile on my face, you're that someone who is able to make me feel the best at times.
Despite many things had happened, we'll always be strong and stick the same alright baby? Never worry about anything else. We're gonna be like always :)

I love you so much, ever since 20th December 2008. Be the man that grows white hair with me? ;)

2010-10-31T16:41:00.002+08:00

Hiii to all, holidays have started, but sadly my bridging starts tml. I've to wake up early in the morning for school as usual, and it ends at 12pm everyday. Sad girl is me. My november have already been so packed.. by school by events, by work. I need to start going out, start saving up, and need to start planning for next year.

How fast time flies, it's gonna be 1st Nov in a while. After november, will be december. and then a brand new year 2011. Shall enjoy myself within this two months before my nightmare starts... :\ Shall blog more about other stuffs soon. Sorry people my blog is so boring bcos my life is so boring! :\

Ok COLLECTION #13 COMING UP TOMORROW! :))

Buai xxx

2010-10-28T17:34:00.002+08:00

Bad side is blowing towards me, but God stands strong with me. I'm a lucky girl. Always that a lil lucky. I've gotten another chance, but another time to prove things right. Once I don't cherish that lil chance, it's still the same. I'm going down again. I promise i'm fucking hell prove everything wrong and get things right back on track.

I'll be fifteen in a months' time. I can't wait. But realising that, fifteen. 1 5. I'll still have another 6 years to actually learn how to drive a car, since they changed the system, I will have another 3 years to be legal for ciggs and alcohol, I'll have another year more to be out of my school.
2010 flies too fast. I didn't cherish it well, I didn't learn it well. But it just fly so fast that I couldn't be able to catch it.
I only could remember the good memories, I've already forgotten about the bad.

Thank God for blessing me, thank God for letting me to get this chance.

God bless,
xxx

Run away

2010-10-25T18:39:00.007+08:00

Hi I'm back over here again. I really feel that I should blog very very often like how I do.
The pictures below were like 1 or 2 weeks back, when I went over to watch buried with babyboy and aftermath I went over to meet my two babygirls, ad and koon. It's some good old times being together talking, laughing taking photos. And also some of the photos I went to prima deli factory with the school and we actually made some pastry.

I feel that I'm wasting my life away. Things like this is happening to me, there's no one to blame but myself. I'm the one who is leading this life, i'm the one who makes decision of everything, I'm the one who choose this over that. Who can I blame? One word, myself. There's nothing I can do change the fact. One sentence, pray for the best and prepare for the worst.

I'll promise to be on my, best. If i am given a good chance to change, if i am given a good chance again. I'll. I'll change every part of me, and be at my best that I could.

Needing some getaway trips really bad, but i think i wouldn't be able anymore. Singapore is far too boring. And over here, there's too many things to worry and think about, far too many. Every thing is a problem. Every problem is a thing. Shit life.

Shall blog again soon, xoxo readers!

C12 LAUNCHED

2010-10-19T18:11:00.002+08:00

COLLECTION 12 HAVE FINALLY LAUNCHED AFTER 3 WEEKS BREAK!

Get to see,
-Denim ribbon romper,
-Old school boyfriend skater dress
-Cut off shoulder maxi dress
-Big oversized white boyfriend shirt
-Knitted black top
-Peach knitted top
-Triangular all over vintage top
-Black floral corset
-Nude pink 3 ways cardigan
-Zipper wedges
-Denim ripped shorts

DO SUPPORT,
http://lastbusride.livejournal.com/12687.html#cutid1
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http://lastbusride.livejournal.com/12687.html#cutid1

2010-10-16T03:11:00.000+08:00

The 30 days letter.
I'm just gonna start off with one first..

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Your dreams

Day 6 — A stranger

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

My parents.

Definitely in my life, I didn't do good in almost everything that I can be. I'll never tend to try my best, i'll never believe in myself being a success. It's just plain laziness from me to be the best out of what I can be. My parents brought me up, especially my mum by hand. I'm just a spoilt child in a way I'll say,

I'm sorry daddy mummy, I've never done anything proud that I could be.
In studies, in life, in anything, everything I'm doing so bad to the negative, to the limits.
I'm sorry for not being the best daughter you can get, I'm sorry for not being the nicest, understanding daughter you could have.
I'm sorry that I've not always been a good child, I'm sorry that I've not always been as bright as my brother to let you guys be proud of me.

But you guys are the ones that i've always been loving, till now and forever.
Sometimes in life when i needed support, you guys gave me to the fullest. Just a fucking part of me that is a fool that leads me to give you guys disappointments.

I'm sorry, i've not been a good child.
I love you my mum and my dad.

x

2010-10-12T00:18:00.002+08:00

Ok i just anyhow take one photo to post k. :) Haha. I'm here like in the middle of the night, 12:19am. Right now i'm having fever.. and i have not done with my studying yet.
It's the last paper tomorrow.. god bless me due to me flunking too many subjects for this year 2010.

From tomorrow on, I'll not waste my time anymore I'll spend it on useful stuff instead of rotting and daydreaming.
MY FEVER IS NOT GOING DOWN I FEEL LIKE CRYING SIAN.

2010-10-06T01:09:00.002+08:00

Hi i'm back here again after reading my older posts in this blog. Ok i realised i hardly blogged about 2010 things. My life literally sucks. Maybe I always thought that i've always found the right ''something'' i feel i've got but it's always wrong and messed up. Those pictures are back to school in 2010, back to my old primary school. I miss primary school because every friendship there is pure, and used-to-be naive. When everyone's so innocent, everything is so perfect. You'll be betraying your friends, backstabbing yes.. but when you're young, those friends you actually cared and cried for are really friends that you really loved and put them into your hearts.
People right now still does that for a friend? Well it's hard to think about it though. Things are happening too quick and everything is like going far too fast.

I'm sitting for my 4th and 5th paper tomorrow already. Thank god this week is gonna be over soon. God bless me.

Shall be back in a while after my exams, I promised i'll do a daily update or something similar k? I wouldn't leave it dead. Too sad already. :)

Don't let yourself feel the pain.

2010-09-28T21:54:00.005+08:00

Hi i've the mood to blog suddenly.. ok omg my blog is dying. I've nothing to write about my life i guess. it's like always the same o' routine, everyday. or maybe every school day. I can't wait for my exams to end and start having fun. I hate school. Life for me have been always different, there's so many happenings around. Just miss the past when things will always be together, but sadly good things doesn't last forever. People just don't appreciate things when it's so near, they just don't get the point of when you lose the whole world, you'll get to learn about the pain.

Ok i shouldn't be emo nemo ing. I have this urge to get out of town right school term ends. I got to start saving? I can't wait for lastbusride collection 12.. I've been planning very long for this collection okie. Haha! Ok I should be studying but i'm not. I feel like sleeping, roaming around again..

I'm meeting the A girl tml yayz i feel like going shopping again you know. Haha but too bad, tml's the day to s t u d y.
Anyway, I love to wake up with sweet messages. Thanks to one lovergirl, Adelindkins. I love you so much babygirl, it's really nice and great to receive messages like this every morning. It makes me feel so positive, and remember this, you're never alone. Think about me. ;)

OK IM SO RANDOM AGAIN. I baked muffins with aisyah the great yesterday and it turned out great. It's for our fnn actually.. and we're supposed to like prepare it for an obese person? Haha we put in chocolate rice.. whipped cream. Haha but it's really fucking nice i swear. I felt damn satisfied. Haha!

And to think about the boy i love again. I think he's as cute as before like how i met him in 2008.

Ok here's another photo of me.
Enjoy your Tuesday night, see ya

xxx

2010-09-25T11:08:00.002+08:00

I love my best friend, neo geok koon ;)
You've been with me since like 8 years ago.

L A S T B U S R I D E

2010-09-16T00:34:00.003+08:00

Hi i've the sudden urge to blog again. I know I'm really lazy to upload all the overdued photos, so just see them at facebook ok! I've already uploaded most of them :) The september holidays were really such a bore.. and also lastbusride.lj.com went for a flea on saturday! :) with the help of my girls, the flea was not so bad :) Thanks for coming down friends! ^^
Sigh it's a new week of school term already, I hate it to think of that 2010 is coming to an end. This year what have i really learnt about? The way people turn things around and push the blame? The reality hurts but knowing the truth is better?

I hate 2010, it's not a good year. It's the worst year I ever had. Let the ending of this year be a good one plz.

OK I'LL TRY NOT TO BE SO LAZY ALRIGHT! Will start posting up the photos one by one..
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2010-09-09T01:16:00.002+08:00

I went missing. There's what I decided to do.
I don't know what's the rights and the wrongs, I don't know what's the path ahead.
I don't know myself, my soul,
what's dreams and hopes, what's all about feeling loved?

I felt it all, that it hurts. Getting up in the morning feeling empty,
having a hard time getting to bed, thoughts flying thru your mind.

I don't know
I'm lost in the path of everything

2010-09-05T00:30:00.002+08:00

I promise to make this blog alive but keep failing. I guess my life revolves around only four things i guess? School, boyfriend, lastbusride, work. This is crazy leh, totally insane. Right now i'm feeling happy because by the next month, I can get some more new loots with more kachingz, but right now there's more and more problems filling up my mind. It's far too insane to think about it. Just went for a getaway trip with momsie and dadzie, and also brought in really exclusive items for lastbusride like union jack denim ripped shorts? :) Recently met up with my two lovely babies janet and adelind to a study trip too and got to know the sweetz italian boys.

Ok i shall be nice this time round, photos up now!

Ok I shall get to bed right now,I'll be at funan it mall tomorrow for the whole day alone at the booth, plz drop by if you're able! Needing some entertainment heh heh.

Love,
Regina

2010-08-29T00:03:00.003+08:00

I can sense fever coming up, right now it's 12:15am, 29th August already. I've decided not to leave this blog dead, and I shall update on my life. Today's the parent-teachers meeting session, guess what? My physics male teacher is the only one who spoke up for me in front of my parents, instead of all my other teachers. I'm down with a very bad flu, and on a Saturday today, I didn't went anywhere but stayed at home. I lied to my boss so I didn't went to work too. I'm supposed to stop my updates for things like flea and etc, but I'm not gonna do that. Lastbusride have just launched their new collection! Http://lastbusride.livejournal.com
On the happy note, I'm leaving sg this friday for a while! Yay to this seriously, finally a break out of this town.
I shall do a pixx post for my next post :)

Good night!

xxx

2010-08-18T17:17:00.002+08:00

Ya know that my heart felt so soft when i felt that you're all alone? Ya know that it hurts so much thinking about how cruel things were like before when she was all alone?
I don't know what to do, I felt that you're quite poor thing. But in a wrong way, she's the poor thing one but not you. I couldn't do anything to help you, I feel your pain. But things happened like this, due to the choice you've made. Everyone has a choice, no one gets forced by a knife to do things. You can choose the right path, risky path, or a path that leads you to lose everything.

You deserve it i should say. But really, the disappointment we had in you, was really a painful one.

2010-08-03T00:41:00.002+08:00

I feel that I'm little fucked up as a girl at my age like this.

I don't deserve second chances, I take things for granted.
Take chances for granted, take people's limits for granted.
I should be facing the music of the consequences.

I should blame myself for all this happening to myself.
The way I do things, The way i handle them.
I sucked at it.

I failed to be someone who I promised i'll be,
I failed to be a good daughter,sister, girlfriend, friend.
Sigh

Will tomorrow be better?
God bless
Till then

x

2010-08-01T13:58:00.001+08:00

2010-07-28T00:12:00.003+08:00

The song on my playlist now, The only exception- Paramore

I got inspired by someone's site to blog again. I could remember how much I used to love blogging about my life and my world that I revolves around.

The way things and people changes, how fast time is moving on without us noticing.

There's no school tomorrow, I'm heading out to shop with Janelle toh ;) I'm gonna assure my readers that this blog is not gonna rot anymore!

I've many photos to upload, i'll upload them one by one~
See ya people!

2010-07-25T01:32:00.002+08:00

Just told G about my own weird problems.

I think i'm suffering from something called zi-bi. Ok I really forgot what's the english word for it.

It's been long since I ever talk about my own problems, blogged about my problems, or even share it to anyone right? I realised I'll just keep every single word i wanna say inside the space in my heart. It's not very me.

And I lead a very non-typical school life too? I keep every single fucking thing to myself. Because no one on earth i could trust, and the one i felt that i could trust, i'll be hurting them with words cause they'll be worried. Why on earth every fucking person is like that?

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2010-07-23T00:01:00.002+08:00

This life we're all leading, we've a choice for everything we do. But in different choices, we got to choose one of them, and not regretting it. For everything that happened, we have a choice.

My life is full with ups and downs, this is life. I've a choice to make it better, to choose the right way right path in life. I've not been blogging for weeks, or maybe months as I'm busy with work and school life. I'm gonna settle down soon, not to distract myself from upcoming examinations and school days. I've been too exhausted since the holidays started. I did a lot of things during the holiday, like the first attempt of flea, as a booth owner together with alissa, jingting and jolynn :) I've not been shopping that much now. All I could do is to control, and resist. Haha, I can't wait for my preorder items to arrive. I can't wait to hear feedbacks from people.

And yes, do help me out with the selling item! Anyone interested in 100% authentic lv wallet? It's brand new come with a dustbag. I'll be updating this blog in any time again. it's far too messy! I've too many photos to be uploaded here too. Shall do them soon ;)

I don't want u s to be like that. A part not a p a r t. I love you hun ;)

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2010-07-22T23:49:00.000+08:00

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2010-07-06T16:32:00.002+08:00

10 facts about me,

1.I cry very easily when I get upset and feel lost

2.I appreciate everything of mine a lot

3. I love handmade stuff, especially cards

4. You wouldn't know me inside out, until you really step into my life.

5. I love to dress up.

6. I love eyes. I felt every girl have a different special way of themselves when you look into their eyes, or even boys.

7. I get very shy easily. Just that some people don't notice about it.

8. I'm very very scared of dark. I must sleep with a lamp in my room at night.

9. I feel very happy easily, when I feel appreciated, and when I feel blessed.

10.I've ultra small ears, but i can hear you very well.

What about you?

I spent 10 mins crying just now.

I felt so lost when I felt so foolish and dumb,

I don't know the way out to settle things like this.

I felt that I was too silly.

Sigh things will get better right?

Hope so.

Off to meet my love later.

xoxo

2010-07-02T12:42:00.002+08:00

It's all my fault, for the cause of my today. Have been reflecting and thinking, why would I landed up in a way like this? Why would I become like this, and why would everything be like this. I realised it's my choice to leave, it's my own choice to stay, it's my own choice to keep, it's my own choice to choose. I didn't gave myself or others the second chance, I gave it a missed for just a second chance, I lead a life whereby I don't try, and I stopped and I've given up. I felt so lost, it's because I didn't give myself a chance to be the one I should be.

XOXO

2010-06-20T15:44:00.000+08:00

Hey i'm back in this space again. Have been shopping around, working all day for this holidays.
I'm feeling so exhausted right now, life have been boring yet busy. Anyway i've finally got my dslr during the it fair, yay much? ;) Anyway, lastbusride's collection #07 have been launched! Most of my favourite pieces, kept some for myself also! ;) Limited stocks available for this yep! Support now people ;)

I'll be back with photos really soon. Happy fathers' day to all great daddys ;)
To those upset, broken heart ones, cheer up. Think about those who were there for you when you're down, never fail to make you smile, never fail to be there. Think about them, being there for you. Think about how blessed you are having they with you. Even though it might hurt, it might hurt like no one understands how it felt, cheer up k, got to think about those who worry about you, care about you.

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2010-06-11T12:57:00.002+08:00

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2010-06-11T01:02:00.003+08:00

This was that day, when I went out with Janelle after my work, we went shopping and we just spend money like mad. I got a plain wedges and I was so mad happy about it! I've been shopping too much since GSS started.. I guess I should start saving up already. Too irritating. Yesterday I went to suntan with my orhgek girl miss yuting ng, there's no sun and there was rain too. It was a very complicating day that day for suntan. Haha! We went shopping at vivo and I finally got my topshop tote bag! Thank god, it's not out of stock. Thank god for this! ;)

Shall come back with more photos next time! Have been more active over at facebook and twitter ;) Follow me there if you want!

Ok sweet dreams, happy ending!

Learn and grow

2010-06-01T22:02:00.002+08:00

I realised that I've grown, and as I grow, I've learnt. I've learnt about the fact of life, learnt about how people behaves, how cruel how bitter is this world like, I learnt about how sweet and nice people in this world that occupies so little space on earth. When I was a kid, all i find it hard was just picking up a pen. But for now, everything is a problem to me. Everything makes me troubled, everything makes me confused. I wished I was a kid again, when times I don't have to think much, when times I don't have to worry about tomorrow. I just wanna thanked everything I had on earth for now, I feel blessed with what I have and what I learnt from what i've lost.

Thank you my friends! ;) That day during the newspaper collection.

I miss you looking right into my eyes,
I miss you and your smile.
I miss you and your fat chubby cheeks.

2010-05-25T10:40:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone, did a photoshoot like few days ago with jude for lbr's 6th collection. I'm still waiting for the photos to be emailed to me, this collection gonna be huge! Today's a boring day and no one's attending school today. I'm bored, I find that my blog is rotting. My life's such a boring path that I've been leading.
But i'm feeling blessed and appreciated with all the loved ones around, being there for me, being there to be with me when i'm having troubles, problems.

Ok shall come back with photos soon! ;)

2010-05-21T10:04:00.004+08:00

I feel pissed cause i'm banned from something that I shouldnt be banned from!!
Ok ok pissed. Today I went to school and everyone's finding me so irritating. Haha!

I went to class bbq on friday, and didnt had sleep at all till saturday morning.
And i went straight to work.
We did newspaper collection today
i met a nice indian man! he's damn cute
we had fun and we started to perspire alot
school is gna be interesting only on this wed
i feel blessed, i think i should feel that way.

Yesterday, went out to meet someone special. It feels like the first date all over again.
The way we feel excited over a date again, the way we look at each other in many different way
It feels special, all over again.

and anyway,
THANK YOU NUFFNANG FOR THE MOOLAHS I'VE RECEIVED!

I shall blog again when i come back.
Collection #06 coming up this week :)

2010-05-09T23:40:00.002+08:00

It feels so wrong to be feeling all this again, but i feel it all over again. I want to fall in love with you all over again, start all over again at the same exact spot, to get a kiss on my cheek for the first time, to get the first kiss on my lips all over again, to be gazing stars at night at 2am again, to be at vivo for every year's countdown, to celebrate every year's christmas together, to have movie marathon, to wake up in your arms,to be kissed on the forehead, to be loved and fallen deep in love all over again.

Bitch

2010-05-09T15:38:00.001+08:00

I don't know what to say about this or what lah, I don't feel like believing people so easily alrdy.
I know you used my account, hack my account just to gain more friends to your own account, I know you hack my account just to get more friend requests, and I know you hack my account just to use my name for your facebook url. I don't get it why you must lie and make a big round of your story acting so innocent. Bitch, i've seen your face. Seriously you're just a keming primary school p6 girl, in 6oxny. I even got your number if you don't know. Seriously I'm not dumb in anyway, having my email and my facebook can access you to alot of place. But i know all you want is just fame? For fuck sake, grow up.

Please don't accpect the friend suggestions, just ignore. It's only to one girl that's yelyn, am i right?

2010-05-08T23:18:00.002+08:00

Picking yourself up, from where you fall it's the best thing you should do in life. Here i am standing all alone, picking myself up from where I fall, I learn as I go on moving on with life, as I learn, I gained experiences.

Today, went out to town with Puteri and Nadzirah, went to flea and it wasn't good. Everyone was feeling so giddddy inside.

I miss you in my life, 11:11.
11:11, I want you in my life.

2010-05-08T22:58:00.001+08:00

I feel like crying in my own world, screaming my lungs out of my body, getting over all the pain and sufferings i had.
I'll be fine one day. I wouldn't be as vulnerable as who I am now.

Love and appreciate

2010-05-04T13:54:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I'm just confused with life. Why is everyone getting sick and tired of life, why is everything a 'heck' to you instead of being 'serious'? Why is everything good, lucky, fine, turning out to be.. as bad as something disappointing that hurts? I don't get it why everyone must go around saying this and that, I don't get it why people hurt those who loved and appreciated them so much, I don't get it why. Maybe that's what we'll learn from growing up. But i guess everything is far too happening.. too much for someone's heart to take it.

I'm fine with my life now, I'm coping so fine. I love my boyfriend, I love people whose there for me like always. I love and appreciated my mum, my family.

Learn to love and appreciate everyone. Don't land up being alone and blame everyone for that.

2010-05-03T12:38:00.002+08:00

I feel that i'm not appreciated for everything I do. I'm not any pretty girl out there, I'm just a girl with so much flaws shown everywhere. I can't be perfect in any single thing i do, I'm a messy girl. I'm a wild and insane girl as you people thinks that I am. Sometimes do you actually know that i'm someone that trusts people so easily that it hurts me down alot when I found out the truth? Sometimes I'm just someone so naive to trust others. I wanna feel appreciated. After all, I'm someone's daughter someone's sister someone's classmate, someone's school mate, someone's friend. I'm tired of life being sick like this. It's irritating.
What a nice labour day holiday I had.
I hate this.

Vulnerable

2010-05-01T11:53:00.003+08:00

This was my last sunday. I was random and we went out. I've more pixx to upload but i'm a lil lazy. I can't wait for June. I'll be away in sg for a week to chill overseas. I've not been studying as you guys know, but i'm going to and i'll ;)

Lastbusride.blogspot.com, a lot of items to clear! ;)

I don't want to be back the old me. The vulnerable me.

2010-04-25T23:23:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I'm just wild, sometimes I'm just treating everything as whatever. But do you know that i'm serious in many things in many ways? I'm losing my right path, right track. I'm heading to the wrong direction. What's wrong with me? What did I do to myself for all this? I'm backing out, backing back, going back to be someone I really am. Not the one going to lead myself down, going to lead myself to some place that I didnt belong. I'm changing, and changing. Though life's down like a biatch, I'll still stand up myself and tell myself saying, I'm strong for everything to face it. I'm not going to avoid it, destroy the fact, and hid it behind at all. I'm gonna face it, face the truth. Life's never good, never changing though, but I'm gonna changed to face all of them. I'll do you proud, mum. I love you and I miss you.
X o x o

2010-04-22T22:40:00.003+08:00

Life is still as boring as usual. School is better with gossips talks, talking non stop with people and bonding with my classmates more! ;) Well anyway 2 days ago was 20th..
Happy 16th month my fatcheeks boy ;)
Anyway, lastbusride.livejournal.com have updated again! Support people plz ;)

I'll be back with pixxxx post again ;)

2010-04-19T17:29:00.001+08:00

Hi I'm now posting with my phone. Life is getting better huh? ;) though there's still a wide hole to be mended inside my heart. It's painful it hurts, but I got be strong for that smile on someone important to me. I've alot to say, alot to share. But I couldn't find a nice place for such words to be shared. I miss everything being so perfect, when my life is filled up with light.

Be strong and smile, we'll be.

Love,
Regina.

2010-04-10T01:24:00.002+08:00

This is on one of the weekdays, met Danielle up and went to town. I love that day, and perhaps I'm feeling down that day too.

Wondering someday, will life gets better? Or is it me expecting too much? I hate it when I'm in dilemma, I hate it when I'm feeling all alone. I hate it when life is such a fucktard that hurts me down so badly. I've to learn to pick myself when i fall, learnt to be strong from that point that hurt me.

Anyway I've changed my blogskin. Nice or no? ;) Ok I'm off to turn in now, gonna wake up at 8am tml for lesson.

I miss you.

2010-04-08T00:42:00.004+08:00

I’m a slut because i’ll wear shorts and a tank top. I’m a bitch because i don’t let you push me around. I’m a liar because i won’t tell you everything. I’m stupid because sometimes i’m wrong. I’m ugly because my face isn’t perfect. I’m a whore because i like boys. I’m annoying because i’m not chill enough. I’m a loser because i’m not friends with your group. I’m fake because most of the time i’m happy. I’m weird because i’m not like you. I’m controlling because i get mad. Sometimes i’m clingy because i like being around people. I’m greedy because i like to be satisfied. I’m naive because i’m younger than you. I’m conceited because i’m proud of who i am. I’m rude because my manners aren’t perfect. i’m unappreciative because i don’t praise you. Don’t tell me who i am because i already know.”

2010-04-06T23:32:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow is gna be the first time I'm gonna cook.. haha it's my first practical on some proper food. Hope it turns out well, it's my virgin attempt of buying fish today for the first time I'm excited. Yesterday I bought a dress, and then I regretted buying it. I think I'm wasting a lot of money instead of saving up ;(
Gonna go shopping soon! I'll need more new loots seriously.

Ok my life will be better, I'm praying hard for that everyday!
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2010-04-05T21:39:00.002+08:00

Today went out with the boys, and Puteri sayang. It's been a long time since we gathered everyone out for a movie. Caught how to train a dragon! Haha it's really nize (Y)
Last saturday was spent with my babyboy!! ;) Went over to town to catch the show the men who stared at goats. And then sunday was with my family for qingmingjie~ then at night with baby!

I'm strong to be like this. I just realised how hard things just hit on me, but I realised how strong I should be in the end of the time.
I have loved, and lost. I've learnt, and gained.
People just come and go, this is life.

D :)

2010-04-03T11:18:00.007+08:00

Yesterday was a great friday spent with Danielle, had my photoshoot and went over to cityhall/dhoby. All we did was spamming photos, talk crap trying out effects ;) Photos will do the talkings!

I really wish that life would be better, I miss all the perfect times where by all the love I needed I've got them, all the happiness I wanted i've all. Great things doesn't last forever, just like anything man made does. I miss my great life, I miss so many people that contributed that life to me. Life.. can you stop being such a bitch? I missed it, I loved it, and it was the best times I ever had.

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2010-03-31T23:43:00.002+08:00

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2010-03-28T23:06:00.002+08:00

Hi i'm just back from grandpa's home not long ago. I've been dreaming for far too long, finally woken up by my own senses. I'm gonna be good, starting from tonight. Can ya tell me how tiring is to be wasting your own time, giving up on yourself, making yourself so depressed for no fucking reason? Live a happy life, and heck about those fuckers out there who wants to ruin your life. I'm contented even if I don't feel happy. I feel that I'm lucky.
This friday went to meet baby in the evening, had heart2heart till late ;)
Saturday, went out with h,chengen and koonie. Went for flea, and flea wasnt that good i supposed, nvm it helps me in saving money! Heh heh ;) Caught whip it, and don't feel like elaborating about the rest of that day. Wasn't feeling well, head was spinning like fuck.
Sunday, spent my lovely day with my lovely boy, out to town. Went to topshop, both of the items I wanted are out of stock, ;( We spent a really great time together!! Haha love today, always a rainbow after a rain. Pixx!! ;)

I thank god for all the lovely people in my life ;)
Note to myself:remember to spray my hair tml, find a very very long skirt to wear. Wear a correct pair of socks, correct pair of shoes. If not i'll not be enjoying school tml with the rest ;(

I love you my dearest boy, thanks for always being with me through the hard time i had been thru, and thru happy times. It's nice to be able to have warm cuddles, it's nice to be able to have a hand to hold on, it's nice to be able to have a shoulder to support, it's nice to be able to look forward in seeing someone that makes you smile. You're the one that fills the spaces in my heart, you're the one that it's able to grab the heart of mine completely. I always do, love you, my favourite boy, C.

2010-03-24T17:36:00.000+08:00

Life is fucked up.
Life is no good.
Can life be better?

2010-03-22T18:48:00.002+08:00

I realised I've a lot of overdued pictures, but I'm far too lazy to post up. It's ugly and I don't like!
Hi space, it's been long since I've been blogging huh? ;) Well my march holidays were really.. enjoyable~ I suffered, had fun, had experienced of not bathing for 3 days. OBS OBS OBS FTW! (Y)
Haha girls in schl are ignoring those who didnt went for obs! Haha, obs was kinda tough and I got sting by jellyfish. I became so tannneddddddd me don't like. But I own cause I'm able to go around laughing at people's sunburn! Heh heh meanie me. Last Saturday was spent with Geokkoon and Chengen at town, chilling at starbucks. Both of them sucks as they don't allow me to shop.. until like 10pm? when everything's closing down! Haha but our heart2heart at starbucks, really made me and kooniez wanna tear so bad. Sunday was spent with my babylove! Happy 15h monthsary boy ;)
He customized a top that says, "Cyrus's." Cute a not my boy! (Y) Heh hehz.

Friends, I've gained, I've lost.
Telling me forever, telling me sad with me, telling me faithful, telling me our friendship is true.
Nah, tell me how many times in a lifetime you'll get a perfect friendship?
Thank god for Geokkoon Neo, in this lifetime of mine.
I love you kooonie! And I love you, casperlove ;)

Hi world

2010-03-13T12:31:00.003+08:00

Hi world I'm back here again! Well this week is such an enjoyable week i guess, it's the last day of school yesterday and now here come our march holidays! Yay? :) Haha this week, went over to meet Danielle in one of the weekdays, and then went over to swim at fav boy's house and then at night met Geokkoon and Chengen.
I love yesterday to the max, met Geokkoon and went over to beach rd for my items, and then went to the airport to fetch Brandon. It's like so long since we've met, and catch up a lot I guess. We had xinwang cafe, and then trained all the way to yewtee. Went to stagmont, and then Brandon left after a while, and Theron came. Then talk slack and home sweet home. I caught 11:11 last night for the first time, with Neo Geokkoon!! See, we're really lucky girls together. Haha then we walked home together, talking/singing our hearts out. It's like returning back to our childhood time. Haha I love kooniez my fav girl :)

No mood for pictures so yes no pictures. Haha! Ok it's a nice Saturday to start with, shall enjoy my weekends before my obs. I bet I'll be really tanned when I'm back ;(

Thanks for those sweet people who doesnt take people for granted ;) I love you people!

♥

2010-03-06T00:49:00.002+08:00

I love being tugged in your arms, loverboy.

Well school's being a bitch that I seriously dread to go to school everyday, going to school with Yuting everyday is always so different daily. We even took our own sweet time when we were already late, we even went to mac to have our sausage mac muffin before strolling to school. All the papers that I'm getting back is really.. a joke to me. I failed all subjects, all?! Total wtf to me.
I've not been updating my blog really recently, life have been always the same for me. Just that, sweet, sweeter and sweetest things are coming back to my life. I was depressed for the whole fucking week, thank god things changed for a better.

Yay I'm so fucking gonna re-decorate my bloody room.
So gonna save up $ and then shopping time!

Thank god it's friday, seriously, i've only been looking forward to go school on friday.
I think this is random but, I really love my boyfriend so much for everything!!
Ok shall go off now.

Sometimes I always think that advices from people might not be good, it's just some false hopes on me, to make me feel better only. I trust my own sixth sense better.

Weekends

2010-03-02T18:32:00.003+08:00

Last friday went out with Yuting after like 1 year of not hanging out together. Haha seriously time with her was great, shopping for our boys' gift and etc. I got free curls on that day too, happy girl me? :)
Last weekends was spent with babyboy, went out with him during saturday to town.. and then went over to meet my parents at bukit batok for the last lao yu sheng before cny ends. Drank alot that night, knew alot of things that night, then sunday went over to baby's house early in the morning for gym then headed to shop at town :)

Pixx more at fb :)

Can life get better than this? I'm sick of the tiring life that it's killing me inside, trying to kill myself. I'm tired of life being like a bitch, how long it takes for life to be better? Ups and downs, I'm sick of all this. Can I return back to time, when everything was perfect, nothing upsets me.

Greenridge is a bitch totally. Someone stole my money again. Fuck you.

2010-02-16T23:00:00.001+08:00

I miss that life i had when everything was great.

To.be.done.

2010-02-15T13:15:00.002+08:00

Things to be done!

Ikea trip, to get new lamps, furnitures, hangers and whatever.
Saving money plan!! Haha gna start soon.
Common test preparation~~ I'm so dead i've been sleeping in class for this two months.
V day belated gift, and monthsary anniversary gifts..
Babygirl's birthday gift
Paint my room, can I have it in polkadots daddy? haha
Get my new bag~

And yes!! Support me, http://lastbusride.livejournal.com/3513.html#cutid1! Korean basic apparels preorder launched!
I'm neeed more time, for everything. Cny this year is such a boreeeeeeeeee.

Feeling so close for the first time.

2010-02-14T23:55:00.002+08:00

It's cny, and I'm down with a flu and i'm having my period. How unlucky is this, and now I'm feeling so not well. I realised things changes so much when I'm starting to grow up. Everything feels like a burden, how I wished everyday could be perfect, but no one is perfect for everything.
After a few years, I finally went back to my paternal grandparents' side for cny. It wasn't happy at first, until everyone calmed down and have a proper dinner, we even went to visit other relatives together. This is the first time, I ever felt so close with one from the paternal side. I've never felt this way before. My valentine's day celebration was such a short one, I really wished I could have more time.
Well should I stop blogging? Since I've lost my blogging seeed, and thr's no much readers I guess.
Ok i'm done with this post, happy v day and cny to all! :)
And yes i've finally changed my layout again.

Valentine's day

2010-02-13T02:00:00.003+08:00

Today it's the 13th, tomorrow shall be the 14th. 14th of Feb last year, was the most memorable day I ever had. I could still remember, we went to cine and then you got me a huge stuffed toy from there. You came with 20 fresh roses down to my house, I could still remember you piggyback me uphill all the way, till I reached mediacorp when I got to film. It's 2010, 1 year had passed. Time flies so fast, yet our love have always been the same. Despite all the ups and downs we've gone thru, we're still together like this. I love the way your eyes look at me, I love the way you smile at me, I love being in your arms, I love holding your hands tight, I love to poke and pinch your big fat cheeks, I love the way we kissed, I love everything about you and me, especially the way you love me. You love me enough for all my flaws, you love me for how spendthift I can get, you love me for how irritating I can be. Last year's valentine, I ever said this, You're gonna be the best, and the one and only valentine i ever gonna have. And it's true, I'm so lucky to have you. I love you so much my cheekyboy, Cyrus. Forever and always xoxo.

Saturday Madness

2010-02-07T11:40:00.004+08:00

Hi this space have been quite dead for some time huh? I'm finally here to update! Haha. School days are seriously tiring for me as.. for this week. I've went to changi in the middle of the night with mum to fetch daddy, went to town to shop for like a number of days. Haha.
On friday, went out with Chrystal out to town! We had candyfloss for free, and then we bought many accessories and then went over to Timah and then went home earlier.
Yesterday, went out to meeet Danielle! Had a great day with her, we went to town then little india for good and cheap food! :) Heh hehz. Pixx!

I had a great weekend, plus today I'm so gna meeet my cute boy! Yay I can't wait.
I hate my hair so much right now esp my fringe. Irritating much.
Ok gna start mugging hard! :)

Hardest point of life

2010-02-04T19:17:00.003+08:00

I just feel like blogging.
I'm tired of being weak like this, breaking down and down. I need a break from everything, and start drowning myself into something to distract me from every single sad part of me. This is life, I guess I just have to accept it. I've been with C for the past few days, he's the one who really gave me such a big hug at the hardest point of my life. He's going thru this together with me, be there with me. Love you so much babyboy. I've gave my fringe a chop, bangs again. Ok I shall be off to do my work. Heading to town with Chrystal Precious tomorrow, to get a happier mood. Ok buai :)

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Low self esteem

2010-01-31T20:55:00.002+08:00

I guess I've been away for long from this blog, I'm just so lazy to update, but since now I've the urge to, so I shall blog!
Last week went out with Mum and did a little shopping then did my facial. Ok my face condition is not as bad as previously already. And on a week day, I met Danielle for a little shopping, and on friday we did a photoshoot :) And after that I met my one and only cyrus! We just spend that night talking to each other, having h2h. It's been long since we can finally sit down and talk to each other. Love you so much k baby. And yesterday went to town with Chengen and Geokkoon in the afternoon, and then went down to Cashew Heights to look for Shimin & co.

I think in my whole entire life, I haven't did something proud of myself. I'll either choose to give up, or continue it with an unwilling heart. I've set targets on my own, I'll make myself proud this time. I'm not as confident as anyone would be, my low self esteem is telling me that I couldn't like always. But this time round it's gonna be so much different. I'll be my best. Tml's monday, I hate schl like so much right now. I got caught for everything due to that bitch coming in my class to give her fucking speech. It's not doing any help on us anyway. Ok whatever.

Anyway support http://lastbusride.blogspot.com :)
I'm off now, buai xxx.

Happy 13th month

2010-01-24T23:07:00.002+08:00

Hey sweet little pie, happy 13th month! :)
People make their memories, in their ways. We make our own memories, in our way. Though it's just a little day on 20th, I still love you like before. Remembering last year's of 20th, what are we doing? We're still so shy towards each other. You're the best gift from heaven k sweet boy, I love you so much. Remember times when you whisper i love you into my ears? Hugging me when I'm crying so bad? Sending me to tution? I love the way you look at me, I love the way you surprise me, I love the way you touch my hair, I love the way you call me your little short girlfriend, I love the way you hug me, I love the way you kiss me, I love the way you held my hand, I love the way you love me.

Love,
Regina

Happy Sunday

2010-01-24T22:54:00.003+08:00

Today I had fun, like crazy. This few days were mad insane, and I was so free. Yesterday was hanging out with baby at bugis, we nearly won something but in the end no :( Haha, and then today I studied with babygirl at subway! And then went shopping with mummylove and got a new pair of shoes, happy! (Y) School's in tomorrow, really boring again. Same routine all over again. I sprained my leg yesterday, and it got worsen today. I'm gonna wear slippers to school and walk like a duck tomorrow.

And yes, happy belated birthday to Dova,
happy birthday to Eugene! :)

Happy birthday, Seemin

2010-01-21T23:31:00.006+08:00

Hey i'm so sorry but I got to use this pixx! We'll take more k girl. Well before I turn to sleep..
happy 15th birthday to ng seemin! big enough right girl! :)

Time flies so fast, we've known each other for like 4 years plus? And this year is the 5th year? Haha remember how we behave in the past? Like two little xmm gg shopping together, spam our money on neoprint machines, haha so gay! But those little memories will kept in our hearts still right girl! I missed those times whereby I met you like so often, hmm i think it's during my primary school days right! Haha we're always the two who people thinks that we're sisters, and always you being the da jie! Haha thank god I've grown so much but for my height :( Though now we might meet up only once twice a year, but I never felt any distance when I'm with you. I love you so much k! Girl, I know for the last whole year, many things had happened and you've always been a strong girl, but remember this, I'm always here, for you k. Like in the past, we'll be sharing about our little secrets. We need to meet up soon again!! Oh and yes, study hard! :)
Hugs and kisses,
Regina :)

November baby

2010-01-18T23:29:00.002+08:00

NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciates praises.
High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable

Misses

2010-01-16T23:12:00.002+08:00

I've been a depressed girl for long. I think I don't wanna be anymore, it felt so fucked up like everyday. Daddy gave me a hug and said he would be there for me anytime, anywhere, any moment, just give him a call or a text. I felt so happy after hearing all this, thanks daddy. Sorry to make you worry about me so much like always. I haven't been really studying in school, all I do is sleep and talk. Those boys in my class were hilarious I can say. Teachers teaching us find it so hard to handle us, and thus they always stop their lessons to scold scold and scold. I've been sleeping in class again and again, got to buck up. I havent been doing much shopping, except for that day! Bought a shirt with Krystle, haha what a relief for me man. But i'm broke again, you see. I've finished spending my pay and everyone calls me crazy. Yes this is insane but I did that.

I need a little more luck and a little bit, a little hug and a little sweet kiss too? My life's insane, I'm insane, the people in my world are insane. I'm sad, again. I miss you so much boy, those goodbye kisses, and those sweet cuddles. Why am I sad again? No reason. Ok bye. No pixx cos lazy people don't want upload. Not me but someone else. K bye.

2010-01-12T23:25:00.001+08:00

Just now met babyboy after a few days of not seeing his fat and chubby cheeks! Haha we went to vivo and caught the show motherhood. I'm homed at 10pm, I ate my dinner at 12am, my boyfriend went to bed half an hour ago, and I'm still awake at 1247 am right now. I'm feeling so dead, have been sleeping in class for this few days already. My homework is so not done yet, and i'm so stressed. I've seen people taking their results, crying really hard. It might be me in future if I don't work hard huh. STUDY STUDY STUDY IS A MUST.
I got a urge to go to starbucks alone right now. Haha i'm mad and insane i know.

And yes anyway, there's a comment box at the right! So please leave a comment there k.
And be nice to click on my advs! Love you readers. Okie i'm off now, buai.
xoxo

Trust

2010-01-12T22:41:00.002+08:00

I can't describe things in words in detailed, cause I didn't know how to. Why on earth there's so much hypocrites around? It's depressing this way to get people like this all around, why is it so hard to trust someone. I find it hard, because everytime the closer you get along with someone, the harder they'll hurt you down. It's hurtful, the closest person to you breaking your heart, and the person is someone you loved and trusted so much, how would you felt? One word from me, disappointed. But as you know, I still love you like I always do for your flaws. But i'm trying so hard to forget, perhaps all things happened, but you didn't realise that I knew about it.

Live it, though it's like a hell to you.
Love it, for the people who love you.

Flea

2010-01-11T15:59:00.004+08:00

Few days back at flea. Heh hehz. School is oh-so boring. I slept super early last night, yet landed myself sleeping in class for almost all the periods. Mr Chia praised me for not sleeping, and then after he kept repeating about the 0000 zeros zeros, I fell asleep. Haha when I woke up, he was like. Aiyah regina you can't sleep so much ar! Haha. Joke.
I miss my holidays, do you miss them too?
I hate feeling broke, okay i'm off to do my maths.
Joke of the day, me and Puteri find maths interesting. haha!!

It's still you that little cheeky boy, i've been loving for 376 days alrdy, 9 more days till the 13th month i've been loving you. Cheekybun, hugs and kisses :)

Reality

2010-01-10T15:30:00.004+08:00

I've not been blogging much I realised. Well this year's countdown was kinda boring. My day was screwed, was at Vivo met a lot of familar faces! Yep celebrated it with Dova, went over to cine to have our hk cafe~~ and then over to Bugis to meet Nik, and then Marina Barrage, watch the fireworks there and then went back to town again, saw irritating guys with spraying cans, went back cck and slacked at mac. Home at 3am.

2nd jan,
Went out with Kooniez. Went over to flea titan, met familar faces again heh hehz. Wasn't happy with whatever I shopped, I just spend money like tapwater on that day. Back to cine for my hk cafe~~ Went to meet Chengen, Kooniez shopped like mad, and she was fucking happy that day. Haha.

Met babyboy on the 3rd, I forgot what we did anyway. I think we roamed around town again~~
School school school, occupy a lot of time of my schedule! Celebrated Chengan's birthday previously in school, caught old dogs with babyboy on weekday~
Met babyboy on friday! We went to town again to do his shopping, yet his poor girlfriend didn't get anything for herself. Heh hehz.
Yesterday, went over to town to meet my buyer, then headed over to flea to meet Yuenshin! And then met Adelind and Jolie there. Had a short and great time with Ad and co :) Heh heh then went over to amk to meet bby! Had dinner and home sweet home.
Pixx on countdown day~ I haven't got much pixxx from gk yet.

This world judges. How much I hate reality? How much I hate life being like this? This world is like a total bitch, you got to accept how demanding is this world. I miss being a innocent girl who doesnt know much about this world, my only job is to make myself comfortable and happy in life. But now what? I got to think for myself, people and others. I got to face all the troubles and problems, I got to face how tough is reality like, how hurtful it is. Vulnerable, weak? Let the past be over, let it make no repeated mistakes.

Hi 2010, hi school!

2010-01-05T22:23:00.003+08:00

School's in right now already! I'll post all the photos up for countdown and flea when I get back my lappy from the service centre and would blog about it! First day of school was a little awkward, there's only 29 people occupying the class. Second day of school which is today, there's a new guy from cambodia coming into my class. All girls went gaga over him, haha! My vp is changed, my current form teacher is Miss Yati. Yay or boo? :) Okay went to town and met babyboy, we caught old dogs and then aftermath homeeee. I hate schoool, I miss times when I could see baby like every single day. I miss my holidays!! Oh yes i've got my new baby, iphoneeeeee~ Haha i got it at the same time with Geokkoon and Seemin, lucky a not? :) Heh hehz. Okay schl's in tml, shall off now. Blog again soon!

Don't you guys have flaws? Fuck those people who thinks that they're so perfect.

10 things that I wanna achieve in 2010

2010-01-01T03:40:00.002+08:00

Hi i'm here to blog about the 10 important things that I want to achieve!
1. SAVE MONEY.
For goodness sake, this two words have been appearing in my life for a thousand times. But it always never happen on me. I'm too spendthift and i've been regretting so much on spending money like tapwater :( I hate the feeling of being broke. So ya.
Maybe I shall save and get a CHANEL WALLET? haha yay.
2. GOOD GRADES.
I always tell myself, aiyah studies easy lah. But i've never put in any effort in my studies in this 2 years. All i know was, to play and enjoy life. Haha. I regretted so much for the subjects i'm so gonna take next year :( It's time to study, not to play anymoreeeeeee.
3. NICER COMPLEXION
I always sleeep late, wake up late like an owl. I neeed better face :( If not ugly alrdy no one will want me :(
4. TURN SAD FACES INTO HAPPY FACES
I don't want to emo, or see anyone emo. A bit emo very sad one leh!!
5. GET A NEW CAMERA. DSLR~
I'm gonna save up for this, ya know why? Cause i've not been learning how to cherish things. Like how i spoil my lg phone, like how i spoil my digi cam. Forever things are spoiling in my hands :( I want to let myself know, MONEY HARD TO EARN. THINGS MUST CHERISH~~
6. ANTI-SOCIAL GO AWAY
I think i became very anti-social if you people realised. I dont know why too but i dont like it also. HAHAH
7. I WANT TO EARN MONEY, WITH MY OWN HANDS.
Like this, money wouldn't be hard for me to get. Haha! I'll never be penniless again. YAY
8. Me and babylove to become better, :)
YES MY WISH!!
9. RE-DECO MY WHOLE ROOM.
I want everything to be neat and niceeeeeeeeeeee.
10. 2010 TO BE A GOOD YEAR FOR ME!
YAY THIS IS THE BIGGEST ONE.

okay buai and have a nice year.
xoxo

My 2009

2009-12-31T01:21:00.008+08:00

I think everyone's blogging about their 2009, like me i'm gonna blog this because i'm bored!
My 2009, is a total disaster. Ups and downs, lefts and rights, whatever shouldn't happen, happened. I flunked my studies like everything is just a grade, F. Perhaps the whole year was a total F for me. F for failure, F for fuck everything. But things like this is so not gonna pull me down from everything. I stood up again, like right now here. I've got back the love and happiness I've ever wanted. I'm satisfied. There's always things I did that I've regretted, but right now I'm trying to take away all my regrets, making every single thing even better. Those who left, who leave, who hurt me, gave me a temporary scar. It was tough to walk out of that path without anyone there perhaps. I'm great to have friends like, Shimin Chrystal Puteri, and many other more that I've not named here. They walked me out, they stood there for me. They understand me, in and out. I thanked my family for being there for me also. After all, in 2009, I've learnt a lot. Learnt about the reality, how's the society outside's like, how cruel this world can be to you. But to me, even how cruel this world can be to you, but never forget about those who love you. You can destroy all those who hated you, but never at those who loves you.

You

2009-12-29T23:22:00.002+08:00

Today went out all the way to the east to fetch daddy from the airport with bro and mum! Had starbucks muffin and chocolate chip cream. After then cabbed all the way back homed and then went over to had dinner at some seafood restaurant. Yay nice dinner and nice day!
I'm thinking of buying polariod, should i? :(

My heart races, every time when i think of you. I love you bbyboy, all the nose and pinch fights we had, nonsense boy. Haha love you cheeeeekyboy!

Boring x'mas

2009-12-28T15:19:00.001+08:00

I'm a sad girl, I've no pixx for this year's x'mas okay.
I spend my x'mas eve with Koonie and then met up with Chengen at night. Haha we went for some of dont know what uncle's birthday. Haha drank a lil and had games.
X'mas was spent with my mum and bro, shopping at town? Haha mum got me a bag! Yep had a simple x'mas. We had starbucks and muffin too!
Saturday was spent with Shimin and Jerlene. Caught Avatar, I was feeeling so fucking unwell. Wasted lorhhh. Feeeling so giddy in the cinema. Haha but it was a nice showwww.
Then Sunday, met up with those girls for a while, aftermath went over to meet babyboy :)
Caught alvin and the chipmunks! Awwwwww. Haha.
And then yesterday, in the evening went over to meet baby! Caught bodyguards assasin last night, touching show indeeeeeeeed.

Okay I had all this days without pixxxxx, life's so boring.
And now i left my phone with baby, damn it. :(

2009-12-22T12:42:00.002+08:00

I'm mad about myself. Insane.

365 days, 12 months, 1 year.

2009-12-21T02:04:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 365 DAYS,
12TH MONTH,
1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!

Dear honeybunny,

I would like to really thank you for everything you've done for me, especially tolerating me perhaps. I've so odd weird kind of attitude which usual guys couldn't stand it but you can! Well I would like to say this one year have been a ups and downs year for us, we got into trouble together, we got into every single shit together, we got separated we've been a part. But right now, we're mended back into one again. Well I would like say a big thank you, for every sweet little thing you've done for me. I know i'm always spolit like you always said, but you always ends it with this line: but still my girl. Haha I know a millions have told you that you've been spoiling your girlfriend too. Well sometimes i might be a real bitch to you, sometimes we might fight quarrel urgue, but you should know deep in my heart, it's always you and forever you. I don't always express my love through words to you or maybe like said it out to you, as you know I'm never automatically do to that. But just to say, I love you so much for everything! Happy 1st year, and I know there'll be still 2nd year for us!! Love you king cyrus.
Xoxo,
Regina.

2009-12-18T23:59:00.000+08:00

I spent my whole day with my mum today out to aunt's house for a visit and played with my kiddy cousins. And then we went shopping and home sweet home. I'm down with fever flu and whatever whatever whatever :( Shit you i hate this, feeling so miserable. Yay money's coming in to me soon yay yay yay. Okay bye!

2009-12-17T14:09:00.002+08:00

Hi life is so boring. I'm gonna pack my room and be a good girl today. I don't like people nagging at me like some noise pollution! Okay well i've created guestbook like yesterday, so all comments to be there okie it's at the top right hand side! Okay well i don't like staying at home, i feels like zzz. Someone bless me with masks and it's gonna bring back for me! Yay yay yay. I'm supposingly getting my pay like next week, I bet it's gonna delay like f again sian sian sian.

Okay anyway lastbusride.blogspot.com have already updated! Support okay be nice people.
Okay bye :)

Through them all,

2009-12-16T22:47:00.002+08:00

Baby baby, we're like so going 1 year. From the first time we went out, i met you at the mrt, at that particular platform, we watch the particular movie, we sat on some particular couples' seat as the whole cinema is couples' seat, the first time we took bus together, I lie on your shoulder and fell asleep. It feels so comfortable, with you. It feels warmth, with many love kept within us.
I've never gave up hopes on you, because I know we'll make it through everything, and yes we did. Many times others judge, comment, but we still make through them all. I've never been sick of your voice despite me hearing it daily, I've never been sick of your text message, but i've always been excited to receive them. I've never been sick of our dates, instead I wished we could spend everyday together. I love you, bbC. I can’t express with more words on earth
My heart toward you overflowering more and more.

xoxo,
Regina

Boring day

2009-12-15T22:45:00.005+08:00

I stayed at home for the whole day today, except that in the evening i went out to meet Puteri babe for a while and then headed home. Spent only 40cent on the lrt rides, haha am i cool? Yesterday I went picnic with casperlove, okay we met at 5pm okay!! By the time we reached there, it was already like 6 plus going 7. Okay I didn't enjoy the picnic though cause I couldn't get over the break down of my camera :( After that we went to cine to catch the show planet 51. It's so so so cute okay, but casperlove said that it's boring and the show sucks. Okay me don't feel like posting up pictures so me never. Tml i'm meeting Puteri early in the morning like 10am? I bet with myself that I couldn't wake up at all~~ Okay I shall try my best.
5 more days.. till 365th day.
I love you casperlove, in this 360 days, we've gone through thicks and thins, ups and downs, tall(s) and short(s), I just wanna say a big thank you for tolerating me perhaps? I bet no one can tolerate me like you do, no one could give me the love like you do, no one could make me smile like you do. You gave me a world when I told you my world's dying, You gave me a smile on my face when I told you i'm so depressed. I love you, cheeky boy. Happy 360th day.

Care free

2009-12-13T00:54:00.003+08:00

I wished I was like a bird, right now out to fly around the world just alone. I felt so stressed, so depressed over so many things. I felt like as if i'm in a cage locked. I realised I wasn't any perfect as you think I can be. I can't satisfy with everything you want me to be, I can't. I'm tired and sick of life. I feel like crying all alone over again, just me alone. Put yourself into my shoes, seriously. Tired of this and that, tired of everything.

Life's hard, love's simple.

2009-12-11T00:11:00.004+08:00

Life's hard, love's simple. I finally realised this, that money's not any easy to earn. I'm so sick of being a little broke girl, santa please bless me with money? :) It's so damn terrible going out penniless. I spent my days like this,
Tuesday, went for Junsheng's chalet with Gk. Had games time and bbq and etc. My sad phone died on that day, wasn't contactable at all for the whole day.
Wednesday work work work, babyboy came down and visit me with milk tea. Had dinner with him aftermath, :)
Thursday, the tapwater day. Was planned to go out and stuffs blah blah shit but in the end something cropped up and f m l for the day. In the evening headed over to find Shimin babygirl~
Today, I'm like a night animal. I work up at 12pm everyday due to baby's morning callls~~~ If not i'll be waking up at 2-3pm everyday. Went out to meet baby, met Yuting at Jurong Point yep, and then headed back to cck. I spend my day just walking around, roaming around. Life's so boring~~~~

I love to look at your face and smile. I love to look at your crazy actions, I love to hear your silly voice. I love you for who you are, like how you love me for who I am. Despite so much of my tantrums, and all kind of shit I could give, you're still here standing with me. Life's hard, love's simple. I was reading back, looking back at our past, our past had flaws left behind, had scars left behind, we cried we teared, we had both sad and happiness together. Back to last year 29 November, you're just a friend to me, someone who wished me happy belated birthday. This year's 29 november, I've you with me here, someone who shows and showers his love everyday for me. Life's getting interesting, because I've you with me. Life's gonna be smoother, because we'll walk through everything together. I love you, the handsome little fat fart, C.

Life?

2009-12-08T09:45:00.006+08:00

I have been away from this space for a long time! It's because I've no idea what should I blog about huh. My life? This few days have been tiring, really tiring!

I spent my monday with babyboy, I couldn't remember what we did totally.

Tuesday went out with Puteri honey after so long! Aww was damn excited to see her. We went to town, had a bus ride, seeing girls that keep wondering whether whose malay and whose chinese, heart2heart, girls' talk, boys, girlfriends and whatever we can talk about. We went to artfriend to get her items for her monthsary card, and we walked to plaza sing from there. I was so hungry that I started eating like a monster, okay that was so unglam.

Wednesday, went out with babyboy. We caught the show Couples Retreat yay yay yay the show was awesome. Okay we had pizza for dinner, noodles for supper. I'm eating alot nowadays, it's a good thing right? Haha. Daddy came and pick me up at 3am.

Thursday, met up with Puteri in the evening, had our icecreams cheezecake at lot1. Then yeah like this lorh.

Friday, town with bb

Saturday, church with Shimin

Sunday, Jurong Point with parents, and then met up with bb aftermath. Had my hair cut! My fringe looks shorter.

Yesterday, work work work. Babyboy stayed with me for 3 hours!! Yay yay yay hahaha. It kills time alot, and we kept talking and talking. Imagine the boss sees me doing this, cfm say i'm slacking like shit. Haha! Thank God with him time flies so fast yay!

Life's like this, boring and very boring and even more boring. I'm such a broke girl right now so poor thing :( I'm waiting forever and forever come please, my pay!!! E-ri-ta-ting lorhz. Oh yes lastbusride.blogspot.com is coming back with an update soon okay! Pinky promised.

I just like to have you around like this. Cuddling in your arms, holding your hands down the streets we go. Even when I feels upset, I'm still able to cry in your arms, I want to go down to the bottom of your heart, and to see myself there. I love you, ccf. Thanks for last night, letting me to cry in your arms. I need that, so badly.

2009-12-04T23:09:00.003+08:00

Hi world i miss casperlove so much. I'll be back with updates soon lovely.

Love xxxx
Regina Joy

Babylove

2009-12-01T12:04:00.004+08:00

I think i've the sweetest boyfriend on earth like really, who will look at me like this? :) Haha silly billy right this guy. Anyway this morning this dumb ass send me a message, it goes like this.
"hey bee.. i'm sorry but i......
and then there's damn alot of spacing...
I think I love you and I want to live with you for the rest of my life. Call me now!!"
Haha isn't this so dumb and silly? But he's so so cute yep.

Well cyrus, I love you so much alright, even though you're so sensitive, always bully me, but my heart belongs to only you :) See ya later, my number 1 boy. Be honoured that I wrote this whole post for you. Love, xoxo

Forever 14

2009-11-29T00:42:00.014+08:00

Hi babies i'm away from this space for so long i guess. I'm finally back with updates and pixx! And i'm finally, 14. 14 seemed to be a small number huh? But i guess in this 14 years of life, on my 14th birthday, I finally realised what's true friends, what's real pillar of supports, what's reality.

On 27th November,
We went for kbox for my advanced birthday celebration. Met up with Shimin Peiyi Chrystal Chengan Vincent. And then Beldric and his girlfriend came over for cut cake ceremony. Haha and then they went off and yep. We sang for hours I guess, with vodka and everything the atmosphere was indeed high. Peiyi was totally red. Haha. After that Chrystal went off, the guys went back home. And then me and the rest headed back to Fajar mac to have our dinner and then we cut cake again due to some moodswing thingy from me. HAHA durian cake! And dad came and fetch me for the first time. Yep and then home sweet home.

On 28th november, my actual birthday.
We all have plans actually, but in the end it was raining heavily. So what we did was,
Longjohn for lunch, pool at timah till evening, pizza hut at causeway, back to our fav place to drink and gossips and heart2heart. Chengen Junsheng Jieyu surprised me with a big elephant stuffed toy on my birthday. Thanks guys! Yep and then Geokkoon came with her tapwater nose, and dying face. Haha. Thanks for the whole day alright, geokkoon liping chengen junsheng and jieyu! Yep then after that headed home around 12 to cut cake before my birthday's over.

On 29th November,
Favourite boy came down to cck early in the noon to surprise me with my girls at mac. I was so shocked that he was there. Haha. And then yep we accompanied Shimin to go for her singing audition and then headed to cine to watch New Moon. And then the girls left and me and fav boy lepak over at cck and then home sweet home :)

Favourite boy,
Thanks for everything you've done for me yesterday okay! The photo album you've made, for the first time you did it for me okay. Haha. And thanks for your stuffed toys, and everything. I know there's many obstacles that we've made through together, we suffered together we cried together yep. But let's not have anything to seperate us again alright, love you to the max cyrus. xxx.

I'm so broke right now at home, no job nothing. No plans for december also sian.
I think i'm a spolit kid man. I shall be not lazy and get to pack my stuffs yay. Okie buai buai!
Support lastbusride.blogspot.com anyway.

Girls' date

2009-11-24T13:42:00.008+08:00

I spent my days with all my girls after C left for Japan.
Last Saturday hang out with Shimin at amk, met Dova there! Such a small world though :)
Then went for some weddding after that.

Okay then sunday was the bff day for me and Geokkoon! Heh hehz went out to town again, walked around fep and things just get so bored. Went to dempsey road for fleaaaa. Got really nice stuffs from there and met really nice people there too! Okay we bought some egggggy which look damn freaking cute. Haha and yes, i did my nails on that day. Happy girl me :)

My monday was spent at home, and then half way headed out to work with Dova. No pixx though!
Yesterday was Shimin's piano recital. I was too lazy to go for work before recital, so just headed there from home. Chengan me chrystal went over to shop at Raffles City before that, and then after the whole recital, went over to Raffles City for ben&jerry! Yeap and then home sweet home at 12am.

Don't let things hard for us, tough for us again boy? After all we went thru so much of ups and downs, we're so much stronger right now. Enjoy your japan trip, your girl is still here in sg waiting okie. Love you honeykin!
XOXO